come back.

everyday as i watch the sun sends its warmest smile to the face of the earth, seeing you is the most awaited moment. wishing that i too, be like the earth. but every night as the heavenly bodies twinkle their eyes on the dark corners of this planet, i realize that sometimes being with you is too painful to bare. because at the end of the day, i know that your smile is all that i could have in this universe... and no matter how many years i'd stay and revolve around you, i will always and forever be just one of the planets in your galaxy.

-magna guy
03/19/07
11:45:45 a.m

summer fever

because summer in Cebu isn't summer at all....

i'll be flying to Davao in the next couple of days.

i'll miss you guys! see you on the 17th!

transition

pessimist's view
if i teach you how to see your angel, your desire to seek out taller and taller mountains may disappear. and it's not always a good thing.

optimist's view:
no, that will never disappear. what will vanish is the idea that the mountains i have conquered are too small.

the valkyries, paulo coelho.

what heaven knows, man defies.

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

guy:
she did come back.
and i was here.
just here.
i had everything.
everything
except courage.
the courage
to
take
her
into
these
longing
arms
again.
the courage
to
victor in
the war of love
after
losing
a
battle
i
did not
know
how to
win.

i lost her once.
and
now
i am
losing her again.

i am cowardice personified.
and she is a glimpse of someone whom i can never have.
even for the second time.
even though she came back.
even though heaven knew.
because
what heaven knows, man defies.
i defied heaven.
for the second time.

bearing such fact,
i walked away.

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photographed by: M Yutiu
models: charly and kimari
RAMP.
Runway
And
Modeling
Perfection.
shot on location at CICC.
special thanks to raphy.

photographed by: M Yutiu
]fall in love with a silhouette[
shot on location at CNU
special thanks to raphy

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before and after shots

photographed by: M Yutiu
edited by: M Yutiu
ROMA COUTURE.
concept by: charly
special thanks to raphy.

*front cover*

*back cover*

photographed by: m Yutiu
SEPTIC COUTURE.

thanks to Raphy.
shot on location at Lapu-Lapu

BARUG

March

CEBU

8 LUTUING CEBUANO

14 MGA TAMBAYANG SWAK

18 BISROCK PHENOMENA

LIFESTYLE

6 HAVE A CUP

32 LAKBAY PINAS

LIPUNAN AT AKO

10 MISSING HOME

15 THIRD SEX

24 OVERPASS

ECHOES IN THE HALL

12 COMPANIONSHIP VS. COURTSHIP

22 ANG HAMON NG PAGIGING MALAYA

26 EVOLUSYON NG NARSING

HARDCOURT LEGEND

30 DWAYNE WADE

ARTISTIC BREAKS

11 HEARTBEATS TO THE ARTS

31 CONTEMPLATION

SECTIONS

33 THUMB BUG

34 HORRORSCOPE

36 BEYOND THE INK

38 NOSTALGIA

69th post!!!!!!!!!!!

with the struggle on what to post, i had
this ripped off instead.
source: friendster bulletin

READ THE SIGNS
flirting tips

**Holding hands

Girls:If you want to hold his
hand, gently bump
into it a couple of times.
Guys: Grab it if it happens more than
once.


**Cuddling

Girls : When you want to cuddle with
him,
tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to
her.


**Movies

Girls : During a movie, if he puts his
arm
around you, tilt your head on his
shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.


**Loving each other

Guys : When she tells you she loves
you,
look deep into her eyes, give her a
peck on
the lips, and
tell her you love her too... And mean
it.


**Laying below the stars

Girls : When you're both laying under
the
stars, put your head on his chest and
close your
eyes as you listen to his steady heart
beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your
hands with
hers.

coming into my life
and
invading into my heart
never
meant
you
planned
to
stay.

*iramik salutes xxbcxx for the pic*

run
into
this
chase
with
me
and
never
look
back.

*photo credits: deviant artist, D4D1 *

searching for the right ones

to the ears who can convert murmurs to a million decibels
to the eyes who see neighboring symbols a.k.a letters to fill in the spaces
to the necks who find this week their only exercise
to the souls who love this craft

and
to all those ...
who dare.
who persevere.

in the pursuit for ANSWERS...
in the search for the right ones

and yet are never close to getting caught.

(and perhaps, to all those who never will.)

i tip my hat off.
i salute you.
hahaha.

march 12, 2007
8:00- 9:00 english 2: writing in the disciplines
9:00-10:00 filipino 2: pagbasa at pagsulat tungo sa pananaliksik

march 13, 2007
8:00-9:00 philosophy of man
9:00-10:00 socio anthropology

march 14, 2007
8:00-9:00 natural science
9:00-10:00 literature 1

march 15, 2007
8:00-9:00 p.e: rhythmic and dances
9:00-10:00 nstp

give your tired cerebellums and cerebrums a rest, baybeh!
method above helps.

(unless if you want all those convolutions to explode)

his laughter

"Your Laughter"
By Pablo Neruda

Take breath away from me, if you wish,
take air away, but
do not take from me your laughter.

Do not take away the rose,
the lanceflower that you pluck,
the water that suddenly
bursts forth in your joy,
the sudden wave
of silver born in you.

My struggle is harsh and I come back
with eyes tired
at times from having seen
the unchanging earth,
but when your laughter enters
it rises to the sky seeking me
and it opens for me all
the doors of life.

My love, in the darkest
hour your laughter
opens, and if suddenly
you see my blood staining
the stones of the street,
laugh, because your laughter
will be for my hands
like a fresh sword.

Next to the sea in the autumn,
your laughter must raise
its foamy cascade,
and in the spring, love,
I want your laughter like
the flower I was waiting for,
the blue flower, the rose
of my echoing country.

Laugh at the night,
at the day, at the moon,
laugh at the twisted
streets of the island,
laugh at this clumsy
boy who loves you,
but when I open
my eyes and close them,
when my steps go,
when my steps return,
deny me bread, air,
ligh, spring,
but never your laughter
for I would die.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

you aren't loved back. you fall hard.

and i see broken pieces of myself scattered on the floor.
falling hard would not be that painful if i had someone to cushion my fall.
loving would not be that self-shattering if someone was strong enough not to let me go.

damn it.
i'm still all alone.

"it stings. it hurts. but i can never separate myself from such."

naunsa na... mi.

epekto sa sabot nga wala gituman
ug
sa plano nga wala nadayun.

"starbucks, baybeh!"

photography by: m.yu '07
>>much love, insikü<<