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when something good happens, something better falls apart.

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a song for moi

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i sing this to myself.
;)

"Come With Me"

[Verse 1]
Oh no no
I know you think it ain't my place, to say how I feel
but I'm going to say it anyway, cause I gotta keep it real
I know you're tired of tryin..to make it be something that's truly not (truly not)
Girl it kills me everyday to see you in tears
and it amazes me the way you put up all these years
You be tweaking, tryna make it work (make it work)
But you keep ending up hurt, oh baby listen to me.....

[Chorus]
You don't have to wait, I can ease yo pain
You don't have to be left out in the rain
Don't you just say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, Come with me
You don't have to stay up, waiting by the phone
You don't have to ever feel like you're alone
Don't you just say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, come with me.

[Verse 2]
You're the type that always said, you don't need a man
Who's gonna make you're heart stop, over and again
And now you're telling me that you're OK (High)
But you don't realize you're getting more pain than gain
And I ain't never been, the kind to steer you wrong
If you trust me as your friend then trust me with you heart girl
It'll take a lot to understand you need yourself another man (Woah wow)

[Chorus]
You don't have to wait, I can ease yo pain
You don't have to be left out in the rain
Don't you just say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, Come with me
You don't have to stay up, waiting by the phone
You don't have to ever feel like you're alone
Don't you just say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, come with me.

[Breakdown x4]
Don't give up girl (Don't give up girl) [x3]
You don't have to do it baby [Repeat]

[Chorus]
You don't have to wait, I can ease yo pain
You don't have to be left out in the rain
Don't you just say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, Come with me
You don't have to stay up, waiting by the phone
You don't have to ever feel like you're alone
Don't you just say you're fed up, tired of love
whatever you need, I got it, come with me.

Oh baby, don't give up on love shawty, cause I'm here, I'm here....

survivor

you cursed me when i was little.
you waged war simply to everything i set my sails upon. you said i wasn't good enough. that i can't make it. and somehow you succeeded in persuading me to abandon my self-belief. you loved her. hated me. like i had the genetic pool you so despised of having. i was good and she was better. she was great, i was just fine. she shared the bond while i gave you the bricks to build the wall. i was the villain. the bitchy evil sister. yes, you hated me. but i never gave up on loving you. and like the girl i have always been, i held all the hatred down. what made it harder was the fact that i cannot battle against you. because for all certainty, i know i'd lose.
i knew you had your reasons. i had only one: you are still my granma and my granpa. the greatest duo. and i, will always be your apo. will always be.
now, you bring me 16 years ago and slap to my face how you fed me on bottles of gerber and clothed me with signature baby clothes. but they're material and they really don't suffice to anything in the past. you were an uncontrollable force. and every visit to your place was like summer camp for silent rebels. i wanted to prove you wrong. that i can still satisfy my passions and madnesses without you pulling me down.
now, i bring you to the present.
look at where your curses have brought me to.
hmmmm..
i succeeded all the way, didn't i?

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i love you still.
bow.
hehe ;)

*the scene*

g: what i wanted? i wanted you to fight for me! i wanted you to say that there was no one else you could ever be with.. and that you'd rather be alone than without me.

b: how was i supposed to know that??

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hahai.
oh, that was brooke and lucas from one tree.

chill chill

this was a nescafe ad song..
and i loved it since.ü



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dance with me?
;)

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girl: i was doing fine in my own little world until you came and took
away the little life it had in it.

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love hate you.