aguy.. aguy..

" i ain't gonna cry. "
for a love unspoken. a love scorned. a love unrealized.
love diminished by time. love hallowed by reality.

but as i was above the ground for an unidentifiable feet.

as a was five minutes near a totally different
land from what i am used to.

a tear fell.
a tear for all the tears held back from my past.
for all the love i got to have... and never got to give.
and from that moment,
the promise
i had to keep
was
the
very
promise
i
had to
betray.