one minute and the next

it's climax.
one minute you're in heaven the next, you're parachuting down back hell. where it's hot. or even more.

it's perception-slash-deception.
one minute you're everyone's beautiful princess, the next... you're just the pauper whose whole life is built on twisted happily-ever-afters.

it's a crash.
one minute you rule the world, the next you're smooching pavement.

and now i am...
just the ordinary girl. in hell. returning distasteful kisses with the ground.

i need him.
my nirvana.

but for now, i am totally convinced that myself is the only one who could save me from the abyss i am deeply falling into.

i have me.
i can stand with that.
but with you,
i can stand with all these... even more.